first day back!

Today was hard! I was so stressed and the room was so hot! I just had the worst attitude about coming back to school. I don't want to be here and I am so tired of school. Christmas break wasn't long enough. I really tried to change my attitude and it finally shifted a little toward the end of the day. I just need more time. I feel like I don't know enough to be taking huge tests and graduating this year. I need at least until June. There is so much to do and it is so overwhelming. Finding patients is so stressful. So, the biggest thing I need to work on right now is my confidence and my attitude. Somehow I have got to find a way to create happiness and love what I am doing.